When I feel
stuck, like I have lost my footing, I immediately reach for Julia Cameron’s Walking in This World: The Practical Art of
Creativity. Lately, I’ve been feeling stuck, like a victim, and desperate
to change my mindset. In reading the first chapter from Cameron’s book this
morning, what struck with me was this: “When we do not act in the direction of
our dreams, we are only ‘dreaming.’ […] Dreams coupled with the firm intention
to manifest them take on a steely reality. Our dreams come true when we are
true to them.”
This has been a
difficult year for my creativity. I’ve felt “stuck” for most of it, so caught
up in how I’m not writing — blocked in a sense because I feel like
procrastination continues to ride roughshod over me. And maybe it’s not
necessarily procrastination, but that I’ve lost sight of the long view. My
dominant thoughts are more about how I’m not doing and what I’m not doing than
what I could be doing.
So today I need
to begin again. I need to let myself be a beginner. I simply have to write and
commit to it. I cannot worry about where it will lead me or how it will be
received. I must simply write and let what needs to be expressed through me
manifest itself. I will begin, here,
where I am and with who I am.
It is these
words of encouragement, courtesy of Goethe, that I come back to often, and
today they are the impetus I need to get moving again: “Whatever you think you
can do, or believe you can do, begin it, because action has magic, grace and
power in it.”
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