This time last week I was, like most runners, wearing shorts
and a T-shirt, soaking up the sun as temperatures soared into the mid-twenties.
Perhaps I was, like most people, a little too eager to welcome spring and say
goodbye to winter. Winter wasn’t quite ready to be displaced, and over the past
couple of days we’ve felt her “wrath.” Temperatures plummeted to -18°C, and I’ve
been holed up in my house, unwilling to be adventurous and venture out into the
cold. So I’ve been putting off running, waiting for the warm weather to return.
I am eager for spring to arrive. This winter, although mild,
has seemed long. Maybe it’s because I’ve been working hard on a number of
creative projects, trying to move forward, stay focused. Winter is the
beginning of my creative cycle — when creative projects take flight, where my
main task is to just get down the bare bones, sketch out a very rough draft. When
spring arrives, and the foundation has been laid, I am ready to begin the hard
work of building the framework, filling in the details. Spring is when my
creative projects begin to take shape, and I can see their possibility.
Yes, spring is, to me, a season of possibility. As I ready
to move my winter coats and boats into storage, or make an appointment to have
the summer tires installed on my car, spring reminds me that this is the time
to, once again, unearth my dreams, focus on what is
possible. Suddenly, the idea that I have, at 38, to learn to row doesn’t seem
so crazy. I’m not looking to train to make the Canadian Olympic team (but then
again, why not?), but when I learn to do something new — step outside my
comfort zone — I inevitably learn something new about myself, discover a hidden
talent. My spring cleaning, you see, doesn’t involve the usual household chores
because it’s more about me changing up my routine, savouring the beauty that is
this world. What I love about spring is how I spring into life.
It has been a long winter, a winter where I saw my weight,
like my mood, rise and fall. I’ve doubted myself more, doubted my talent,
despite my successes. But now, as the buds appear on the trees, as the snow
(that we received overnight!) begins to melt away, spring reminds me that this
is not only a season of possibility but a season of rejuvenation. I get back to
basics, repeat my mantra of, “Easy does it,” as I stay the course and hold on
to who I am.
Despite the tiny snowflakes still tumbling to the ground this
morning, there is a spring in each step I take, and I know that I am hanging on to hope,
and I will let hope carry me.
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