Spring is the season of possibility.
It is the time to, once again, unearth my dreams and focus on what is
possible. I learn to do something new, step outside my comfort zone,
and I inevitably learn something new about myself, discover a hidden talent. Like
on Wednesday when I decided to make spƤtzle, a traditional German dumpling. It was
time to change up our dinner routine, take an imaginary journey to a distant
land.
This spring in particular has
been a time of transition, moving in to a new phase of my creativity. Winter
has always been, for me, the beginning of my creative cycle — when creative
projects take flight, where my main task is to just get down the bare bones,
sketch out a very rough draft. When spring arrives, and the foundation has been
laid, I am ready to begin the hard work of building the framework, filling in
the details. Spring is when my creative projects begin to take shape, and I can
see their possibility.
That’s exactly what I’ve been
doing lately —
filling in the details as I rewrite a novel. I have shown up faithfully each
day to write, to move the work forward. It has been like an obsession (in a
good way) that has helped to anchor my writing routine. That steady routine
came after many months of me battling procrastination; the real battle that
raged was one where I doubted myself more, doubted my talent, despite my
successes.
With a writing routine solidly in
place again, I was also able to get back to running. The two create a natural
ebb and flow to my day. When I feel I’m losing focus I go for a run. Often,
while I’m running, I can hear my characters speak and see them “act up.” When I
return to the writing, I simply pour out onto the page what I heard and what I have
seen. The writing feels so easy.
What has helped me in all of this
— getting back to a
writing routine, exercising regularly again — was this: I took the time to do some strategic
planning. What do I want to accomplish as a writer? What does my writing career
look like? What is my vision? I have always resisted doing such things. Even in
the past when I’ve written down my goals, they have always ended up in a drawer
somewhere never to see the light of day again. Now I review my vision day, and
my goals. I am better equipped to see where I’m going and how I hope to get
there. I’ve done my spring cleaning, which didn’t involve the usual household
chores, but forced me to change up my routine. Now I can savour the beauty that
is this world.
Yes, spring is here. What I love
about spring is how I spring into life.
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